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Friday, August 3, 2012

Like seriously, I always follow this policy. But it doesn't always seem to work. :(

Ok. Hello blogworld...

I know I have been like really really slacking away these past few weeks...

So, it's really time for a change!

I swore to go to MJ right..

But time just keeps ticking away like a bomb... Why is it so hard to manage my time properly?? I seriously don't know why. But of course, always blaming it on Art is not the best thing to do. It's like, I chose this subject right? Since I'm incompetent the only thing/person I can blame is myself.

But then, sometimes I just feel so sO SO tired. Until I feel like just dropping everything and go back to reading mangas. Become an introvert again...

It's so tiring, but I know I must press on 'cause.. of everything that  needs to be done.. I really just can't wait to grow up. Grow up to become an adult.. So that I can have the ability to feel secure myself without relying on others.. Sigh. The wait is just too long. :(

Anyway, I'm gonna start writing my blog posts in 3rd person form already. Because it is good training for my writing, and also more fun and interesting to write out. XD

Ok.So today was considered a "Black Day" for Vivi, basically because of 2 reasons.
 1. She couldn't find her yellow rubber band, her Good Luck Band.
2. She had to wear her purple rubber band, her Bad Day Band instead.

Yes. Wearing her "Bad Day Band" on a FRIDAY where it was supposed to be full of cheeriness and happiness, including partying after Art, ultimately led to her downfall.


Part 1
Vivi could feel it in her bones, in her every sinews the moment she stepped into the stuffy classroom. Her "Good Mornings" went unheard. All one could hear was the occasional 'clak clak' of pens as a classmate furiously scribbled down answers to questions left undone the day before. She shuffled to her seat with a deliberate slowness, and realised to her disdain that her dear "Panama" country eraser was missing. She had put it on her table edge only just yesterday. How it had gone missing she could not tell. However, the small bits of cut-up eraser strewn around the whole classroom would provide some clues as to the fate of "Panama" , as she would find out later, to her shock and horror, with cursings along the way. She felt like it was only a split second after she had put down her bag, when the morning bell for assembly echoed through the loudspeakers in the class. She groaned. Another tiring day had started...  (Part 2 to be continued)

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Meh. I'm sick and tired of giving in already. Why can't anybody give in to me for once? Like REALly give in.
I think I'm gonna have to learn to say "No." It's the best way out sometimes... Especially when you are around people who take advantage of you without you knowing. It's a scary thought to have... and  a scary world.

Call me dumb stupid innocent naive but my views won't change no matter what.

Sigh... A tiring day.

Love, V


posted by Vivian at Friday, August 03, 2012

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Friday, June 1, 2012

Omg just realised the last time I posted anything was like way Way WAY back in Feb..

Hm so apparently Mid-Year Exams just ended~ Really can't be bothered by results now.. I don't know... Maybe my bulb fused? LOL Gosh this reminds me of art -__-

Ok so had been like reading and reading mangas for the past few weeks. (Yes even during exams. I go home, study, and read mangas until 12) Like seriously, HOW SHORT ARE OUR LIVES? Gotta enjoy ourselves while we still can right, if y'all know what I mean.

Ok. Just typing away here makes me feel so much better already. 8D

Hmm and I realised I never really completed the *10 things about me thingy*!! Ok, so I shall finish it all at one go here.

6. I think i'm an Otaku.

Am I? :O Well I guess I'm kind of confused since y'know the lengths people go to when they really want something so badly... (I swear I've never bought a single comic book in my whole 16 years) Oh but animes and mangas appeal more to me 'cause I think the stories are like, quite fantasy-like, so it's different from reality? And even if the stories are based on real life occurences the main characters always manage to end up happy... So I kind of love mangas & animes in that respect. OHOH AND THE ARTTT. MY GOSH some mangakas are realll amazing! They are really talented (And patient)!!

7. Sometimes I treat people nicely because I want them to feel good about themselves for once.

Yes thank you I'm BHBing away. Huh but did I mention others take it the wrong way sometimes? Such a good for nothing, Vivi. Tsktsk. But really, you show kindness to a person because you like them right? So much for *not judging a book by its cover*. That phrase is REALLLL overused. And underused. And this leads me to my next point.

 8. I'm socially awkward.

Yes yes, many people DO feel that way. But for me.. I don't know, I just can't really look straight into a person's eyes and talk to him/her as if it's the most normal thing in the world to maintain eye contact when talking? Sorry, but, MY EYES HURT. Well **** me if I'm wrong but don't people always *summarise* you during your first meeting with them? So much for first impressions yeah right. Sigh I wish I had more confidence :(

9. I really love music

Ok I think that's kinda evident from my blog posts full of MVs from Youtube XD . But, well, Music is just so.. AMAZING! You can totally relate to whichever mood you are feeling and it also makes you happier as well. 8D So, after reading Jodi Picoult's novel {Sing You Home} I was really inspired to become somebody who uses music to heal people, like music therapy. 8D  SO COOL RIGHT! You get to help out and be happy doing what you love at the same time! That is like, my total dream job right now 8D Oh my other dream job is working in a candy store. Or any other fast food restaurant.

10. I'm weird

Yep.. But I guess that's evident huh, after looking through my whole blog you would have realised that by now LOL. Ok so today I spent quite some time alone and was daydreaming.. When suddenly images from the past came back to haunt me.. I suddenly remembered making irritating *pop* sounds during Camp Challenge in the tent at night, and I remember seriously irritating WX (she slept beside me) 'cause she even turned over to stare at me. So I kinda stopped. But now that I think about it, maybe I was really trying to be AA... which I don't want to... Maybe they were right all along.. I guess I have to be really careful not to be so enthu and make others frown at me anymore... I don't know why, but when others ignore me or frown at me I will really feel sad 'cause that's a sign that they don't accept me anymore. I don't understand though.. Why must I be called weird? Why can't I be called special? Or Unique? Why must it be weird? It's so negative sounding... Like you are a fr*** of nature or something. I never even did anything wrong! Well everybody's unique in their own ways right? So that's something positive. But to label other people who just likes doing things differently, so called "Different" from the mundane others as "Weirdos".. It just hurts la. For the person being called that. Sian now I feel... desgusting again... Yes! I swear to change!

Things like friendship are necessary.. But they are seriously too fragile... If you can't even apologize properly and keep finding faults. Sooner or later, that thread's gonna break man. I don't know.. I guess the string was already broken long ago. Just that I was stupid enough to carry on. Ok to be fair, both of us are at fault. I bet you don't even know.

GAHHH SO MANY RANDOM IMAGES POPPING INTO MY HEAD! Must take time to think and reflect... -____-

Ok So it's quite late now and I'm really tired... So, till next time :)

Love, V

P.S Of course before I go I must DEFINITELY POST MY LATEST ADDICTION!!

HOORAY FOR AKB48!! 8D

Their songs are like super awesome can! They make me feel happy again everytime I listen to them :) Oh and the members are also really young!! 16-20, if I'm not wrong. Sometimes I just wondering what I'm doing with my life when I see girls the same age as me dancing and singing away like some pro LOL

WATANABE MAYU YEAH! 8D

The first song I heard and fell in love with:










posted by Vivian at Friday, June 01, 2012

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Saturday, February 11, 2012

Hi there! :)

OK I KNOW I WAS SUPPOSED TO COMPLETE THE 10 THINGS ABOUT ME PART. So I shall start from 2 now!

2. I love sleeping in my teddy bear pj. Ok it's not love, it's a MUST to sleep in my pjs! (As long as it's what I define as pjs then I will be happy sleeping in them)

--It's like, my teddy bear's pj's made of the silky material. Like chiffon like that. SO NICE RIGHT!! HOW TO NOT LOVE IT?! 8D So apparently there were a few instances where I fell asleep while studying and I would suddenly wake up in the middle of the night and curse and swear 'cause I would not be wearing my pjs to sleep and I WOULDN'T HAVE BRUSHED MY TEETH AND WASHED MY FACE. Ewww. Omg I bet you all think I'm a dirty lil' piggy now. SO GROSS EEW. (See even I'm disgusted by my ability to adpat) Ok so whenever I wake up like that I feel super sad/angry 'cause I think I'm disgusting. WORSE OF ALL I FELL ASLEEP WITHOUT FINISHING HOMEWORK. Ohno. Ohyes. So how? I just go brush my teeth/wash face/WEAR PJS and go BACK to sleep. Either that or I continue doing homework until 6 then go school. AND ALL THIS HAPPENED FOR 1 WEEK. Omg. I can't even describe the frustration i felt. -..-

3. I secretly hate being the bookworm of the class even though I look like one.

--Yes, i KNOW i look like a bookworm, with my geek specs and all. But then, I can't help it y'know. :( Hehe but even so, I don't have really gorgeous legs or waists to show off... SO JUST DEAL WITH IT VIVI. I think I try to give off the impression to other people that I'm not one? :O Oh yes, and I really really feel very very uncomfortable with people calling me Ms Ng jr. Like seriously? JUNIOR?! Somebody kill me please.. Ok I know my classmates are only joking la, but then... I just feel sad when people compare me to her. (SORRY MS NG I LOVE YOU YOU'RE THE GREATEST TEACHER ON EARTH) Like I'm already trying to not let people see me as a bookworm alr and yet.. .. Sigh. :( But of course, I won't hate my classmates for teasing me. Haha they're still nice in their own little ways though. :)

4. I get moody very easily. Like PMS like that.

--Yupyup my mood changes very quickly!! It's like when I think of something sad I will be depressed for the whole day and feel like crying. But then WHEN I SEE CHOCOLATES I will cheer up immediately!! It's like 1 sec mood change. :O I see something I don't like/hear immediately BAM! My mood changes. Also quite difficult for me to cheer up when I'm sad huh. Like when I'm crying. After the first teardrop starts rolling down I will start hyperventilating and make animal noises. And omg (worst of all) I will hiccup and snort at the same time. Woah so you can imagine crying in public like that?? Omg. No face to show anybody already. And the problem is once I cry I can't stop... (Sorry I know this crying part is irrelevant to my point. But still,)

5. I'm not a family kind of person. In fact, I think I kind of hate my family.

--Yes. Almost everyday, I can hear people talking about going out for dinner with their families, or going on family outings. When I hear all these "family" things, I get kind of jealous of those people... Why? Because I know I won't be able to enjoy it even if my family decides to go on one. Who wants to go out in public and get harrassed by so many irritating and noisy children? It's not that I'm not being grateful. It's just that I hate the idea of having so many children... because I think it makes me the odd one out sometimes. Omg I remember when I was in the first day of Sec 1 and the teacher asked us for a self introduction. I remember praying and hoping against hope that she would not ask us to talk about our families. I guess I was too ashamed of my own family to talk about them... (Yes this is how bad my thinking can be) When other people hear me say I have so many siblings in my family they will go "Woah your mother so pro ah!" or "Huh? Your house not noisy meh?! So many children for what!" You get what I mean? I become the subject of conversations of topics I don't like and it makes me super duper uncomfortable. So I prefer not to talk and just shut up when others are talking about their families. You think I don't want to boast about my own family meh? You think I like to have so many siblings?! I love my mother ok, she's like the beastest of the best already. I just don't like the rest of the family. Mainly because they are selfish and are super inconsiderate and will try everything they can to pull you down. Ok. maybe they are nice sometimes. But that's sometimes. And i have to say I have no rights to talk about them like this because I also treat them badly sometimes too. I guess I just have to accept this fate? But ohwells, I guess we're pulling through. :)

Really sorry peeps, really wanted to complete this but I guess will have to save it for later. :) Byebye!

Love, V

It's more than just a game.



-YAYZERS FOR NICOLE 8D-



-Still lovin' T-ARA. Their awesomeness is just too awesome :)-


posted by Vivian at Saturday, February 11, 2012

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Saturday, February 4, 2012

Hi there! 8D

Shall start off my post with this:

10 THINGS ABOUT MYSELF----- Yaay! (I noticed this was trending on Tweeter a few weeks ago, but didn't have time to do it on my blog.)

1. I am a feminist (Half of one)

-Ok, actually not quite a real one, but the feeling's still there. So it's like I don't usually talk to the boys in my class, unless they talk to me first. Like when they say "Hey!" to me then I will be like "Yo!" back, but most of the times we just pass by each other without acknowledging each other's presence, which is kinda sad and all, adding to the fact that we are classmates. :( For me, I don't really feel... comfortable around guys... they make me nervous. So I normally just talk to girls. Hell. I don't even think I can talk to them properly without insulting them one way or the other. I still remember that time in Sec 2, not even a single boy would talk to me. Ok. I guess it was because I didn't want to talk to them first. The past few years were quite sad la, actually. It's like during primary school/ start of Sec school I kind of despised boys. Personal reasons. Yup. I didn't even want to talk to them or be friends with them, because I realised that they were just disgusting creatures who wouldn't care two hoots about anybody and only know how to abuse the weaker sex. But this mentality has changed.. only for abit though, since.. i don't know, maybe at the start of this year? Sec 1 was not very good. Mainly because there were guys bullying one another in my class which further intensified that disgusting side of theirs'. But as I said earlier, this year was better because I was able to feel like a part of my class; most of the people in my class got along well with each other. :)) So yup, not so much of hatred now... Only abit of irritation, which is a BIG improvement ok!

---You know how I always walk past you feeling empty, how I always turn my head to look the other way when I see you? I'm sorry. I can't help it. I'm just too much of a coward full of pride to be the one to speak first. Now the distance between us feels like the sea. So wide. So.. deep. I remember how you told me I've changed. I told you everyone will change, not only me alone. Look at you now. You've changed too. So I guess we're even? I just hope we can sort things out, somehow. By end of this year. I've finally realised the precious thing I lost all these years. Let's have fun again, ok?-----

Sigh. Life is so difficult. :( 2.30 am now.. GTG!! Bye! :)

Love, V

KARA-Lupin (My fav now)



posted by Vivian at Saturday, February 04, 2012

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Wednesday, February 1, 2012

Ohmy. Mymymymy. I just realised. The last time I posted anything.. was like 1 whole month ago?? :O Woah.

Ok, so HELLO READERS!! 8D

Sidenote-As you all know, exams are round the corner *turns* and I won't really have much time to blog from now on, but I will try to 'cause I MUST record down my thoughts/feelings/experiences etc so that I can look back and reflect on myself 10 years from now on. COOL RIGHT. I know, thankyouthankyou. -

So. I just created a Twitter account around.. 3 weeks ago? And it's quite sian to log on to the com everyday just to stalk other people and post status updates. For me that is. Other people who have android phones so convenient right! Just use phone can already, I still need use com. Heheh. 8D But then I realised using Twitter everyday is not a very good thing... mainly because I have to check for other peoples' updates on my page like every 5 mins. Ok make that 1 min. SO IT'S LIKE DRIVING ME CRAZY AND INSANE!! Like seriously, I REALLLYYY WANNNTT TO STUDY. But as I know vivi, I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO SELF CONTROL. (When eating) And it's like once I get started on using the com right, I will keep on using it till i'm satisfied. Which is around, 1 hour later? So yes. I procrastinate alot. And by alot I mean, ALOT.

Which leads me to my 2nd point! Because dear little vivi is such a procrastinate-er, she has decided to disactivate her twitter account! Ya, really, Actually I've already disactivated it 4/ 5 days ago. :) Proud of myself! Even though my fingers have been itching these past few days to log onto Twitter. But twitter says that if you do not log in before 30 days right, your whole account will then REALLY be deactivated. So I guess what I can do now is to just keep myself preoccupied with other things so I WON'T USE TWITTER!! Ok, actually I go Twitter also no use one lor, just go there talk to guides for abit, then stalk people, and and. Ok. Nothing more. So I just go there to waste time, basically... Somemore I only have like, 15 followers!! Hehe really cannot be compared to those pro kids who have 200++ followers. And it's like when they say something right, it will spread like -wildfire- in the Twitter verse. But really, who goes around saying 'Good morning/Night' to nobody in particular and admires it on their own page?? It's something like fb la. Some people post it as their status update, but I don't know what for. :O Weird huh. Woah later they get stalked by creepy peeps. x.x The only thing I do most on Twitter is spam people's walls with #ilovefood. Either that, or some crappy random nonsense I suddenly think up of lol.

Omg I have something to confess. Actually I wanted to deactivate my FB account also.. But then I suddenly saw my PRETTY SEC 4 GUIDES group and I was like 'NOUUUUUUUU' because I knew I couldn't quit FB no matter what, 'cause if my guides stay, I'm staying too 8D (Of course la how can I miss out on all the fun & gossip?!) So, HOORAY FOR DISTRACTIONS!

Ok it's getting quite late now... around 12.30am alr omg and I still have to do reflections for OCIP... Gtg now so, Bye!! :D (BUT NOT WITHOUT MY FAVOURITE VIDEOS)

Love, V

 P.S. Omg suddenly got hooked up on this when on Youtube... Their dancing super amazing can!! I guess now I'm a fan of T-ARA 8D  BORAMMMMM LOVES~





PP.S I LOVE THE ONE WITH THE CUTIE 2 PONYTAILS ON TOP OF HER HEAD. So cute right!! 8D Oh right here's another one!!





posted by Vivian at Wednesday, February 01, 2012

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Sunday, January 1, 2012

Hi theree!!

It's already the 2nd of Jan 2012! Time really passes by so fast huh. I still feel like i'm sec 1 though... Can't really believe i'm already 16. D; I reallly reeaally hate growing older! Like, there's so many responsibilities and different things I have to adjust to.. It all seems weird. Who knows if in the blink of an eye I would alr be in JC/ Poly and making new friends around this time??

GGRRRR I REALLY HATE GROWING UP!!

Ok so i'm supposed to be packing my things for OCIP now.. But since I don't feel like it, IM NOT DOING IT. OHYEAH!!

Ohno. ZZZZzz TO HELL WITH HOMEWORK! It's distrupting me from reading my mangas T_T

Ohya. I just created a twitter account a few days ago.. And it's quite dead when i'm outdoors/not using the com, cause I don't have an android phone! But ohwells it's still quite fun actually :)) Currently testing the waters!

I hate it when my blog posts are short and unlengthy. But this is a short and unlengthy post. So i'm gonna hate it. I HATE YOU BLOG POST. There.

Gtg now. 3am AGAIN now. Most probably can't sleep till 5. Broke record and slept ytd at 6 in the morning. Look at me now, man. So dead tired but can't sleep. How am I even going to survive a day overseas huh?

Ok will elaborate more on my New Year countdown with relatives on my next blog post. Most probably tomorrow. So seeya! :)

Love, V



My fav. ♥



posted by Vivian at Sunday, January 01, 2012

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Friday, December 30, 2011

Hello!! It has been like 1000000xxx million years since I last posted anything on this crappy blog... But, you know I've been quite busy with other stuff so yea :(

Ok the BIG event (which is like the most interesting one so far) is that IM GOING TO THAILAND NEXT TUES!!! :D Hehe quite excited for it actually, but feel quite sianzxc at the same time -___- I mean all 40 of us were supposed to have gone ages ago, on 22 nov. But it was postponed to 3rd Jan çause of the flood :((( Ok so now the no. of people going has reduced to like, 30?? And the worst thing is that we have to top up another $100 if we want to go... Of course I'm still going, but strangely, I don't feel like i'm in the mood to do anything now... Somemore during today's OCIP meeting everybody was in quiet mode while the teachers were settling the lesson plans for OCIP. Well, congrats to me for suddenly having advanced to being the leader of my group. Wow. Seriously, aren't we all leaders? Why can't you guys just take initiative? Why must you all push your responsibilities to others?

Yeah, when something wrong happens, it's all Vivi's fault. Like other people will appreciate anything I do for them. Turning to me only when they need help and pushing me away when they don't need me anymore. Guess life's like this.

Heck I actually typed so much just now but the whole thing was gone when I published the post.. GRRRR IRRITATING ****

Ok seriously gtg catch some sleep. 3 am here now yo.

Love, V


You're Beautiful ♥, so don't think you aren't no matter what anyone says.



Addicted to this.



posted by Vivian at Friday, December 30, 2011

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Thursday, December 22, 2011

Curently on hiatus. ;) Will find time to blog soon so, CYA!~ 8D


posted by Vivian at Thursday, December 22, 2011

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Sunday, October 23, 2011

Hi there!

Today was just like usual... but, different. Like I still have to go to school and climb up that (*^$56467#$#^^(*() hill just to reach school and all that and that same old mundane-numb feeling keeps coming back to me. Weelllzzx who wouldn't be fed up?! It's just so. idk just so bloody boring doing the same thing over and over again... But hey, I'm lucky to be able to walk to school. Is what I normally tell myself.

I don't know. I just feel so !#$$%^&%^%$#^&*&() disappointed when I see my hard work gone to waste. I mean, like, you mean I studied so hard just to PASS?? Like seriously, I studied ************ hard ok. I even caught a cold and had fever as a result of over-working... But I guess compared to others i'm much, much better already? -_____-  GAHHHH just let my papers burn!!

Ok. The world's not going to stop and explode in self destruct mode just because you failed your papers. Don't be so selfish manzxc.

Ahh sorry sorry I'm back! The above post was just my usual rant about stupid jokes life loves playing on me. (What's new?) Hm yeah so um. Got back rest of scripts today. Was fairly pleased with my Literature paper 'CAUSE THATS THE ONLY PAPER I GOT AN A FOR LOL. Yeah yeah I know I'm a noob.

AND OMGOMG TODAY'S NOT THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOOLLLL... NOOOOOOUUU!!!! T_________________T

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Heheh the post above was dated 2 days ago. Guess I was feeling moody then. O.O

Ok so... today is a SUNDAY. GAHHHHH I HATE SUNDAYS!!! Bet everybody feels the same -___- 'cause the next day's MONDAY and we have to. idk. do whatever you're supposed to do, no?? Awww man I don't feel like going to school... X.X It's just post exam activities and we'll surely just sit there wasting 2 hours of our bloody time listening to speeches... -.-

OHMAN WHEN ALPS COMES I WILL BE SO. SO. DEADED.

Ok. It's 11.38 pm over here and i'm currently random-ing on my blog because that's the only thing I feel like doing. currently. GRRR OMG WHY AM I SO RANDOM. Ok you know what. You guys should just press that cute little X button on the top right hand corner of your computer screen RIGHT NOW because it ain't worth your time to read this pile of **** Like seriously, there's nothing I can write about my life. Because it is JUST JUST JUST SO. Mundane. Nah. Actually not. My life's kinda surprising. Is that even the correct word??

Ok so guess what. I just spent the last 2 days on the com READING MANGA! WOOHOOO!! ;D (Woah Vivi you very fail leh I have never seen such a fail blogger like you with your stupid posts)

So um. I had been reading this manga called MAGICO these few days. It's quite interesting actually! (Well duh it's shounen) I think  I have been reading shoujo mangas until i'm going gahgah over it already. I mean, COME ON! Mangas these days seriously need some creativity. 'Cause THEIR PLOTLINES ARE ALL THE SAME! Then what's the use of reading them?? Weeell if the art is nice I may consider reading it..?? :3

Ok so my point is, I AM NOW ONTO SHOUNEN. (Haha to people who say I'm not mature. IN YOUR FACE!) Seriously, i'm DEAD OUT of that shoujo phase where all I see is a young girly girl spending ALL her bloody time thinking about 2 boys and deciding which one to choose. A.K.A a love triangle appears. -________- Like, hello! You don't really spend your whole school life thinking about boys right?! And somemore the guy you end up with is always the one who dislikes you at first. -.- But well, there are still shoujo fans out there so don't take offense to my words really, because i'm just stating my view. OOHH but there's a REALLY REALLY NICE SHOUJO MANGA out there called DENGEKI DAISY!! I really really like the art and the plot line. Makes the whole shoujo thing more interesting and not so dead. =D

Okok have to go now. I know it's sudden but then. THE URGE TO CLOSE MY EYES IS DRIVING ME INSANE. So, BYE PEEPS! Enjoy your day! :)

Love, V



posted by Vivian at Sunday, October 23, 2011

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Thursday, October 20, 2011

Hey there! Weelll I must say... It has been veerryy long since I last posted anything... Hmm well i'm back~!! So I will try to stick to a daily schedule of updating my blog as often as possible. If that is even possible in the first place. (Hello whut's this alien talk)

Hahah Ok I think i'm suffering from post-exam TRAUMA. WELL LIKE DUH LOL EXAMS ARE OVER!!! :D Ok I know I very laggg 'cause exams were already over like last Wed. YEAHH!! :D After 2 weeks of non-stop mugging for those (*&(*^&%R^$%^$^%$^&%*&^* hard as *^*^&^%^$^%%$^&%&^%^&*^* papers I FINALLY SURVIVED!! I don't even think I had studied so hard in my entire lifetime before lol. Haha during PSLE 3 years ago I was still playing an hour of com everyday which I claimed was to 'cool' my head after studying... AND MY RESULTS WERE STILL OK

But ZZZzzzzz when I took back my scripts today I was like -STONED- 'cause it was a really huge shock... I almost failed History, Chemistry and Biology. Which was the few papers we received back today... Omg I couldn't believe I got a 25/50 for Hist la. I mean, yeah sure I had gotten a 30 plus for Mid year so I don't think I will fail my overall, but then my Term 3 test was like = 8/18 = FAIL. Geddit? Worse thing is failing EOYs 'cause it means you are not prepared for Sec 4 life. Like duh it makes sense 'cause you are SUPPOSED to revise everything you learnt in Sec 3. And EOY requires you to have a bubblegum mind so you can stretch and stretch that souless mind of yours for storing heaps and heaps of information which, IN MY OPINION, is obviously and totally useless. 'Cause we can't apply it to daily life. Like Hello, you want me to learn how to learn to draw a graph which we obviously can't use to survive when we are all lost and alone on a deserted island. Well maybe not all, but MOST of the things we learn in school are totally useless, except for life-saving lessons some schools provide. But my school doesn't. Oh wait I think they provide juniors with swimming lessons. Well whatever.

Ok so sorry I got quite agitated while talking about the exams. Ok so back to the point. So I got 51.5/100 and 55/100 for Chem and Bio. Well technically speaking I'm not supposed to be angry/sad or anything 'cause it's considered not bad alr. But I mean it's like when you see yourself suddenly having a C pull down your entire grade you will be like *&*(372848(*^754#$%%^*(&()^%&^%$% RIGHT?? So yup. End of rant. ;))

Opps I swear when I look back in the future on my previous posts i will be thinking "Why are all my posts so exaggerated?? " But ok la, overall I'm still average. It's not that I will like cry or bang my head against a wall just because I failed my exams. So what if I fail lol? Like seriously, I'm not that concerned about studies and academic exellence and all that kind of nonsense. Duh, if I was i would have just gone to Triple Sci alr. Of course la I'm not saying all those who went to Triple Science are Kiasu people who want to become doctors/lawyers in future. I just want to say that I took the Triple Humans route 'cause I wanted a change from the mundane life of non-stop studying and useless competition with other students who are apparently much better than you in almost everything. Like, no matter how hard you study, I believe there is a limit to the information a person can absorb into his brain. So instead of just wearing out your brain why not go do something you can relax and enjoy?? Like Art. Or music.

Friends ask me, "Why did you want to go choose the Triple Humans Stream?? The combination's so weird." I just tell them it's cause I want to be different, for a change. Then immediately after that they will give me looks that clearly labels me as a 'weirdo'. But do I care?? No. =D I bet your pants one day I will be looking back on my school life and not saying "I regret this..." or "I regret that...", unlike others who chose to be hard-core academic achievers who will later end up as cleaners sweeping floors. Oh lol i'm not insulting anyone here. Just giving an example on why I don't think choosing the Triple Science Stream is the best way to achieve success in society. :)

But well, if you can do it, do it. Is what I would say. :) Right now I'm content with the way things are. Well sort of. Hehe I just realised this post is all gibberish talk. Must be due to the post-exam trauma *shakes head*

Ok I have to go sleep now. Early Nights peeps reading this. 'll be back soon. (Not very promising)

Love, V


posted by Vivian at Thursday, October 20, 2011

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